buried...

Fractured Wreck of Catostrophic Betrayal
©Daniel Godson 2007

My inner thoughts render me useless,
incapacitated by my overwhelming, self embraced fear.

This mind frenzy bekons me into a state of juxtaposed nightmares.
My soul is starved, disintegrating factuals of life become incoherent to the naked ear.

Unable to forgive, unable to trust...

A perpetual sinking of the insides,
coveting my insecurities like a cloak of demise.
Mortal souls oblivious to mine, knock past as i stand in-trance,
to the sound of vacant possibilities.

Time is of no matter, lost inside
myself, the ignorance of my outer shell,
unphased by the lack of loving sustenance desired by the heart.

The blinding iridescence pales my skin,
each limb, each bone, in a state of drained vitality.

I stand wide eyed as the moments of betrayal elapse,
your red lips supress the desires of another man,
Tonight sky is colour every shade of black,
revenge is my new desire, and in calmness i attack.

No expression, broken, vacant...

You mis-comprehend all that you've taken.

My inner thoughts render me useless,
its just you i can see as you go about your fucking business.

This mind frenzy will suprass,
but each day you breath in his air,
you leave me in a state of juxtaposed nightmares.

This perpetual sinking of the inside, rises in a form unknown to man,
anger elopes my outer shell, clenched fists, broken dreams...

A punishment, fit for a bitch like you...
id hate to know just how many dicks you've screwed...

My ears still mute,
your screams oblivious to my carefree weather change of the emotional type.

You lie fetal and fractured,
love is a long way away honey,
love is no where near this disintegrated excuse for a life.

So wake alone, dream alone, live alone,
because tonight,
I hope your choking,
i hope you choke on this